I am losing on my own i don’t know why. I am locked down in this crushing silence of hopelessness. These unknown disturbances have swayed me to the symphony of self destruction. Will I ever rise again from this pit? I don’t know. I do not wish mercy nor do I wish any salvation. I hopelessly keep on praying and praying to the Lords below to take me away from this venomous colloseum. The earth keeps on trembling below me. It won’t let me stand up and seems hellbent on bringing me down.
I do not wish mercy papa. I do not deserve it.